February 2011
32 posts
I feel crazy for almost wanting to go there…
I just want a break, would that be a break or more hard work?
Would it screw me up more and get me off the path i’m heading towards?
Is it even healthy?
January 2011
25 posts
I'm a starting new part of my life.
I’ve told people that when I get my hair done a different way, it’s like a new season of my life. I do this all on purpose. I have my hair done a certain way for months and maybe even years, when I want something new for my hair, I want something new for my life. Or at least it just kind of happens.
I got my hair done today because I told my mom something important about my life. She...
Dear mom:
There is so much I need to tell you. Every time I try to bring any of it up I choke it all back. I feel like it will hurt you. I know it will hurt you, i’m only trying to protect you. If only you knew what happend in my past and whats going on in my head now. I wish I could explain it all to you, but how can I? You’d think I was crazy. I can’t deal with anymore theropy, i’m...
Now you know,
And it was one of the hardest things to say of my whole life.
You're weaseling your way back in.
JUST BEAT TRICIA AT MAGIC!
I feel like I have actually accomplished something…:)
It's the funniest thing, everyone tells me how...
I’ve known most of my friends for over 10 years and everyone I know has changed so much since i’ve known them. They were all so innocent. Like many kids, we all said we’d never drink, do drugs, have sex, or give into any peer pressure. I feel like only me and one of my other close friends are the only ones who have upheld that. But, even she changed. I still love them all dearly,...
I just keep telling myself, they’re not trying to hurt you. They don’t even know.
My birthday is going to seriously suck ass. I can’t get my license, but my twin sister can because I don’t have a B average and she does. And now I have to go to summer school for the third year in a row. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO GET THERE? Well, mom and dad, sorry i’m not the smart one.
Fuck you.
I hope this goes well for you.
I know you need this.
I’m fucking done with this shit.
bangsituation-deactivated201107 asked: bloojguddoop
It never seems fair.
“They say that love is for the patient, gotta plan on being restness for now.”
The Summer Set
It’s really funny. Today a bunch of people that I barely know came up to me and asked me if I was okay. Is it that obvious?
I don't know why this is happening again.
I wonder if your punishing me for something I did. But if you are, what did I do?
I honestly don’t know why you’re doing this to me… Please tell me, just knowing would help.
“Ever get the feeling that you’re never all alone”
-My Chemical Romance
I don't know why this bugs me so much...
neverlo0okback asked: aha, if you do it's fine. :)
neverlo0okback asked: i posted AMILLLLION things today. i know you love it.. ;)
I awoke only to find my lungs empty, And through the night, so it seems I’m not breathing. And now my dreams are nothing like they were meant to be, And I’m breaking down, I think I’m breaking down. And I’m afraid to sleep because of what haunts me, Such as living with the uncertainty That I’ll never find the words to say which would completely explain Just how...
I feel like this will be a good distraction for a while.
Plus, it might be fun proving everyone wrong.
